Dear Blog,
I have a problem... I don't think this is a major deal problem but for me it is a really "major deal problem"..
You see.. I have a crush in my school... I know that it is normal for a guy like me to have a crush at school and it is normal for a guy like me to make a move such as talking with that girl..
So I attempted to do that move... And I did it... I started talking with my crush... I talked to her on chat... At first, she responded to my greetings and other ice breaking questions... But the main problem comes after that... What is the F'n problem?
It is like this... I'm no smooth talker...therefore I don't know what to say or how to control the flow of conversation... It is given that I must control the tempo of the conversation since I'm the one who started it... But... DAMN, I don't have that kind of talent... And the result of my conversation with my crush, EPIC FAIL!!!
She never responded back again.. So asked myself if I am going to try for another shot... I'm in a F'n dilemma.. Am I going to talk to her again? If I'm going to answer my own question, of course I'm going to talk to her again... But how?
Holy Shit... LIFE IS REALLY A DIFFICULT ONE ISN'T IT?
Thank you..
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So my own personal opinion about this...
I hate this kind of feeling... It's argh... Come on!!! Why is it always like this..
Why is this happening to me? Is it just because I'm too nervous?
I think I am... But, If I evaluated myself, I'm the type of guy that is not shy... Maybe, it's just natural that this kind of thing happens.. If you know what I mean..
Another point... How in the blue hell am I supposed to spark te interest in the conversation... How am I supposed to keep the conversation smooth? I need help... A reallly BIG HELP..
Sigh... I always asked myself about these kind of things... But I didn't do a single move in order to improve myself..
Sigh... I wish I'm the type of gut who, you know, almost perfect... NO, maybe the type of guy who can leave a nice impression to a girl or something like the type of guy who is charismatic or churvaeklber whatever...
Ok... that's it
LightningSnow...
One more thing...
I'M BAAAAAAACCCCCKKKKKKK!!!
